How life would have been

Imagine if life was different. What if I wasn't born in this world? Khamael, Ghadeer and my parents wouldn't always be a happy family. Or maybe they would have a different brother or sister. What if I was a boy. Then I would have spent more time with my father and I wouldn't have gone to a ladies gathering. Or what if my family didn't know me and I wasn't part of their family? They would have treated me differently but they would still read this blog. I mean imagine I didn't know them and I am standing in line ordering food. I would still smile and say hi but I wouldn't talk to them very much unless absolutely necessary. What if I was born in a different family who were cruel to others? I would be a different person. I wouldn't be kind, bookish, studious and shy person that I am now. I would be raised to be a cruel and coldhearted person. Instead of being a shy and nerdy girl, I would be a mean girl who bullies others. Everyone would hate and fear me including my sisters and parents. What if I had been an only child? Khamael and Ghadeer wouldn't exist and I would be so lonely. I'm glad that I live with a good family and that I am a good person.